wats wrong wif me again?!!!

here juz fns settle...nw come again...dun add fan nao to me again la!!..i enuf tired jor...nw u say wan b bck then b bck....wan lot k then lot k..u tot me is wat?...wat oso u say de..dun take tiz as fun la...nt fun lor,k!!...y?...nt yet fns settle at all, u say those thgs wif me!!then wat u wan me to do,hah?!!giv me time ba...k!!!aiyo...GOD!!i dun wan ply tiz games jor la!!...fang guo wo la...aiks....
rily disapointed la...wat i wil bcome the next day....who can tel me?!!dun try giv any problem to me leh....haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!juz nid sm support....

mao lit~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~:(
ENUF LA!!!!

Make TROUBLE again!!

aiyo...sei lor...dun knw wat hapen to me tiz few days leh...kip make trouble de...if nt then kip say sorry...1 day can say many times "sorry" tiz words jor...aiyer..scare jor...i Mei yen nv say sorry so many times b4 de...bt dun knw y hor...tiz few days kip say sorry...aiyo...ngam ngam settle jor my own thgs..nw i make another trouble again!!!shit la!!...say wat,talk wat,write wat oso wrong de!!rily wan me bcome cool?!!aiks...headache la...coz of me make a couple quarrel..coz of me?!!ouh no!!...i rily dun wan lik tat de...bt u all oso so sensitive 1 de...nt 1st time knw my style de lar!
bu tiam la!!if kip lik tiz....my life full of "sorry"...finaly oso i hav to settle...i very tired la...bt wat can i do..izit wil think tat all is my fault?!...

from tiz all kes...at least i win myself jor...huh!!dun knw y...the next day dun knw wat wil hapen to me again....if make trouble again?!...i rily can die jor...why?why?why?!!!..anybody can tel me who can b my angel?...aiks:(............2mlw start is my suffer life jor..aRH!!!!..
PENGSAN JOR....

No FeEliNg - hUmaN

hmmm...i no energy jor la...aiks...2day get trouble again...i rily no tat means...bt...edi hapen jor..i no energy jor...suddenly bcome weak~bite me oso no feeling jor...dun knw "pain" hw to write edi...mayb wind blow me..i wil fly away....:(...骨头也散到完了...start no confident jor...no mood...aiyo...sei lo...wan reopen schl jor tim...y?!!!.......

when i said jor 3times sorry...then means is true de...i rily no tat means ba...knw u edi tired so tat y i no reply u...n try dun find u...bt...finaly oso go find u jor...maby my style too straight jor...mayb hurt dao u...aiya...4get it la..suan liao...dun wan think too much edi...



~~~~~~~~~~sorry i wil control~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Who is TAT?

aiyo!..wat the...so suddenly la...juz nw my bro from kl cal me...i oso weird de..i tot he wan aks me hw bout at kl tim...mana tau..he aks me hav a 旅行社 de find me war...i oso dun knw wat had hapen oh...i said who is tat?..my bro oso dun knw who...my bro tel me,thy cal my name aks bout me...aiyo...i oso dun knw who lai de...my bro said,i got giv thm his fon num or nt ?..sure no lar...hw come i giv thm his fon num leh...sot geh!...aiyo...weird la...so many thgs hapen around me..who knw my name,n hav my bro fon num meh...aiyo..headache lar!!...scare hav wat hapen to me again...i enuf tired jor...rily dun wan think so much edi...

i stil remember my bro aks me the last question...he said "我有跟旅行社的人交往meh?"...
aiyo...i oso shocked ba!...我也不懂有谁会有我哥的电话号码咯...再加上那个人也知道我的名叻...
还打去我哥那里问起我的事...haiz....i rily wan to knw who is tat?!!...aiyo...不懂是不是冒充!..如果是的话,那就恐怖了!!!...我的妈啊!!!

Arh!!!!...sei lorR...

hmm...juz bck from kl lai...aiyo..got a bit bu she de la...haha!!..seem lik start xi guan at kl life gam..haha...sot jor...hehe^^...im so lucky...n thx my dear giv a sweet memories to me..muahaha!!...waiting for u...kaka...bck jor kk then kip think kl...stay at kl jor then dun wan bck kk...if nt i stil study at kk...sure wont bck jor...haha!!..

Sot joR~!~!~

haiz....
aiyor...stop thinking la!..hw leh?kip think tat...got any relation wif them?...headache!..shit la...wan go kl jor..stil think tat..wasaii...hope wat i think is wrong!..i nt hope it wil hapen in my life again...i enuf tired jor!..dun lie me!...hmm..if rily hapen...dun try aks me 4give u...sure SUMPAH sei u...wao...so bad...anyway...i hope my future is sweet geh...^^

2mlw go kl lor...aiks...dun knw y no feel gam geh...ppl hapi..bt me?...no feel tu...nt hapi,nt nervous gam...aiyo...hw o?..look lik cold blood jor...muahaha!1...sei lo!...arh!!!...no feellllllll!!!!!!!!
sei mou....shit...hw juz make me hapi leh?...haha...

TO my FRENS^^

oopss..soli ya my frens..coz of me,make u all wory bout me...haha!!...so funy la...after u all view my blog...all aks me wat hapen...sm of u cal me talk,asking wat hapen to me look lik very serius gam..muahaha!!...act nt so serius la..at least i can handle by myself ma...hehe^^...i rily dun wan say de...coz edi past jor...bt u all seem lik very care me...i wan share..bt i dun wan think bout tat animore...anyway...thx my frens!!hehe^^...dun knw continue writing blog true or nt...kaka...sot de...hmm....

coz of me...U intro HER to me...y is u leh?hah?...rily dun knwu la...b4 look bad..nw u do all tiz to me...rily dun knw wat i going to say...anyway...thx all wat u had done to me...thx!u dun wory la..i wont hate u jor...juz treat as a frens ba!...hmm...hope dun wei le a guy shang gan qing...if nt,u rily is my gud k moi...haiz...past tense edi...take care bor....^^

mayb is true waySS~~

aiyo...wat the...very nyiak liao la...here say wan date..then say wan go out yam cha...shit..fan de lo...kip disturbaround me...aiyo..mayb i write tiz blog is wrong geh...haiz...luckly wan go kl...can 逃难jor...if nt,i can die at kk liao...hate tat idiot who kip giv others my fon num!!

hmm...juz nw he find me...last9 oso hav find...i knw he wil find me de...so tats y put silent...dun disturb me...then 2day find me again...say y last nite no reply his msg...haiz...juz dun wanhav wat relation wif tiz guy jor la...wat SHE hav told me istiz guy mayb wil hurt 1 more time in my life...b4 tat he edi hurt me jor geh...bt i very steady lor...i knw to think positive de..so treat as a frens...hmm...

SHE told me tat all is true...so i hav to blif..nw i try edi...i rily can do it...不懂为什么男生能够利用感情...作为代替品...为了忘掉过去吗?..真的不可能啦...一旦发生性关系了,就算分了..以后也很难接受另外的...还是不能忘记她..我也不想再次被伤害,所以理智的想了...保持距离比较好吧...少联络也是件好事啊....可能她才是他的真真的真爱哦....所以祝你们加油..haha!!...希望我这选择是对的...更何况我选择其他的未必不是一件坏事...这只是给我更多的ABC..haha!!...

呸!!!!!

原本不要想的竟然突然在脑海里浮现…或许我不该去看吧…更何况那未必是真的啊…还是我想太多了吧!还是我在意或还很在乎他…我的妈!!救我啊!!...难得我昨天想通了!今天又来….真讨厌!...究竟发生什么事?...

Aiks…mei yan!!...u change edi la…u nt last time de mei yen jor!..whr ur real gone?!...y u bcome death fish de?!!cheer up la!!...aiyo…u stil young ba,dun look lik old bah!!...aiyo…annoying!...Love!Money!Frens!...Money settle….Frens 4get it…Love?!!..Suck!...i rily wan scold bad words jor….bt too rude…!...patient!...i think I nid time to think it all…2nd times jor!...shit la!!....luckly nt SPM…If nt sure kill PPL now!....
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还有一件事,工作真的可以让一个人的思想变成熟,长大…会懂得想,负债…不过多烦恼!...宁愿烦恼多都不想为爱情而烦恼!...这样说对吗?..比方说工作上做错只是被老板骂!..只要改就行了…爱情呢?...只要错过就不回头!...对吗?...很难说对吧?...男方: 只是给女生期望,承诺..但却不实现..这是说大话!..呸!..什么事只会放在心里,不坦然说出来!..累积了最后造成~~~~~~女方: 不能给男生百分百信心,怀疑,心态问题….是女生不够好还是男生不够好啊?!!....

~> 叶子掉了,是风吹走了它,还是树不要它?如果树珍惜叶子,就不会让风带走,如果你不主动爱惜一段感情,当他离你而去时,是你放弃还是你未曾珍惜过它…

YO~..its me here!...haha!!

waseh!..mei yan come bck jor la...i hapi a bit jor lur...nt sad lik b4 de...nw wake up jor...haha!!...coz 2day chat wif a GOd...wao!...i love u teacher...she very gud 1 n funny de...she is taiwan teacher lai de lar...she help me 分析 many thgs...my fan nao...haha!!...爱情疑问....waseh!...all true ba...nt bad tu...is she make me bcome 开朗的...thx!..she giv me a cute present..tat is our secret....shh!!..i wil zhen xi de...haha!!...b4 i look lik :( nw bcome lik tiz jor...:)haha!!...hapi ba...my brain nw no more heavy le...very relax chat wif her..all come bck...i think i wont think too much jor...nw suddenly oso wil smile le...tat juz look lik me ma!...aiyo...

n got 1 thgs...finaly oso i find him bck..very weird...he look lik sui bian de...tot ntg hapen gam...if i no find him then tot i die jor...hmm..nvm la..at least giv me respond ba..then ok le...its ok...rily de!!...mei yen wil come bck soon de!!haha!!....i oni wait him reply n xplain to me...i wait jor...bt dun hav repsond...okie...zhu ding liao ba...ok lor...steady lor...

超准的!!!

哇靠!嶶嶶老师说的都很准耶!...佩服了!..这几天来我都一直在想,我是否找他聊一下....i wory he dun wan bother me....bt scare after find him,he dun reply...aiyo...mei yen arh!!...tiz is 2nd times jor...y i wan do lik tiz leh...so cham...haiz....bt after weiweian teacher tel me the all...i knw wat i gona to do...nt dare bcome brave jor...haha!!...

weiweian teacher tel me many thgs..coz i hav share my story to her...all oso 爱情疑问...she help me 分析...蛮准的叻...还说中我的心声耶...果然是心理学家....after wat he she tel me...i tel myself...i muz zhen xi....try to get it...dun let it go...i hav save it...


你们搞暧昧那就证明你们两个都很在乎对方。我觉得这位男生的性格有点像
女生，都是脆弱的。我可以很确定你们俩的真的很配的，你们俩个人都怕伤害。
其实他真的很在乎你，为什么我会这样说呢，因为他都在测试你啊，
因为你们都没有告白，但你们俩个都已经爱上了。
他这样做是因为要测试你，他要知道你是否喜欢他，如果你喜欢他你会找他，如果你不喜欢他你就会不找他。明白吗？

星座的疑问*(我和伴侣配吗)

他總是記得幫妳把冰箱填滿食物，妳真的是太感動了，妳終於找到一個能完全照顧妳的人。在床上，你們的步調亦相當一致。

兩情相悅指數：5

天長地久指數：5

这就是恋爱指数!这代表好预兆哦!


Arh!!!!....he no find me...haiz...disapointed..juz let it pass....bt i rily wan to knw wat had hapen to him....he no tel me...hw i knw jek....i hope tiz all oni a dream....dun let me wait u...DEAR!!!....

Y NOT YOU!!!

haiz....sad la....y when i nid sm1 acc me...bt NOT U!!!...u knw?.tiz few days i DAMN bad MOOD?....i dun knw wat u think ba...owes lik tat de...got wat oso wont share wif me...say it out ma..settle it ba...dun suspect me....i very disapointed of u!!.....izit kl zai oso lik tat de?..juz knw to say....bt dun knw to do...aiks!!...i rily hope is u!!...bt nt u....i wan share my thgs wif u....bt u lost contact wif me!!!...wat hapen to u?hah?!!!!!aiks..yesterday my heart rily weak!nid ppl cure,i hope tat yestersay nite is u,bt..nt u!...i hope is u...jxxx!

i stil remmber tat last tuesday i hav my dinner...tat time i rily bad mood la!...n so ngam hav drunk....my dad oso let ba...then when on the way bck home...i think many thgs in car...all thinking of u!!...suddenly my tears come out...i cant control...coz tiz tears edi wan out for last few days....tiz zheng ming i hav many fan nao...jzu put in my heart....coz nobody can let me talk xing shi!... kip think of u y u wn treat me lik tat?!!...izit i do wromg?..i dun knw..u juz kip diam diam at thr....shit!!...i very tong ku!...dun treat me lik tat...u say kip long our relationship!...all is lie....u say wan zheng ming....ok!...whr?..sad:(..i post tiz oso can knw tat my tears~~~~~~...aiks~...okie...stop!...i dun knw wat i can do nw....laugh?..tat oni jia de...nt real!...who can help me!!!!

Last day work~

aiks~2day is my last day work at Gaya com jor...got a bit bu she de la!!..bt i hav to leave lor...dun knw y la...i miz them all...1 is Rio n Mimie...hehe^^...thy two so cute 1...kip make laugh...n i oso kip laugh at thr...haha!!...when i bad mood,then make smthgs to laugh...then i oso wil 4low laugh too de...i rily rily wont 4get tiz 2 frens de...after 2day i damn miz them...coz after 1day thy all bcome normal jor...so sunyi...without my voice thr....arh!!!!...thx them coz giv me a memories thr...i work at thr wont felt boring...n oso hav incideny thr...

first,i work at thr for first few days...hav customer come reload oso wil say malay wif me de...izit i look malay?...haha!!...bt lastly...dun knw y oh...sm of chinese customer wil auto speak chinese wif me...b4 tat wont de wor even is chinese customer oso wil speak malay wif me de...kaka!!...i tot thy wil say malay wif me tiam...bt no leh...finaly thy knw recognize me jor...kaka!!...sot jor....
n oso hav sm of idiot customer too de...rily make me angry....wan whack de lo...haha!!...no lar...rily malas wan layan jor...shit de..tiz job rily hav fun oso hav ppl angry de!!...oso stress de...
i remember tat yesterday i working thr...got a customer kip chot me thr...i edi faster jor...sudahpun tat time i edi BAD MOOD jor de...he kip aks me fast!!..i juz tahan...n busy!..i cant handle so many thr...

finaly i cal my frens talk....coz nobody tat can let me talk xing shi jor...i wan cry...bt my tears Heng jor...dun knw y dun wan come out....u knw?..tat feeling very tong ku?..my heart bcome weak!!...my frens oso no use...cant help me oso....haiz....nvm la...

MISS RIO & MIMIE!!!!

DAMN BAD MOOD!!

shit ba!!...dun knw wat hapen tiz few days damn bad mood..wan find sm1 scold..i very tired jor...stress!!..he no find me...ok!..nvm ba...wan fight wif me..c who dun find who 1st ba!!...during working edi hav customer make problem to me...rily make me nget sai!!...wan kill ppl!!...tat c2pid customer...luckly 2mlw is my last day working at thr...if nt i rily bcome sot de!!...

nw very annoying...dun knw find who?frens?...to acc me...my best frens ning2 no use find her...she cant help me anthgs...when find her talk...juz talk a bit bout my thgs...then turn her topic...juz say tat useless words to me...my heart nw very weak jor...i cant tahan....dun knw can find who say my xing shi...:(...sad!....i oni knw put in my heart..coz nobody can help me settle..owes i settle by myself de...lastly i can handle it..bt i rily no frens....even ning is my best frens...i oni is her frens tat owes can help her n heard wat her had hapen when she nid frens acc....i can do it...bt she can do the same thgs wat i had done b4...soli bout tat~...

tat junx oso lik tat de!!...suddenly no reply me!..dun knw wat he thinking ba...izit kl zai oso lik tat dE?...oni knw to say..bt do?...wait la!!...dun try to find alasan tat u wat wat wat at thr....no credit at least u hav another 017 msg me...say tired nid rest so no find me...ok...bt u no tel me tat....izit u wan wait i find u...soli!..tiz time i wont do tat....i very disapointed wif u!!..izit u knw smthgs or wwat..then angry thr...y dun u try to aks me wat hapen...!!..u knw?!!...when i nid sm1 acc me....bt nt u!!...i very sad....aiks!!!!

felt weird~~yii!

hiak hiak!!...2day damn bad luck la...sick n wat lagi...bt 2day at shop working...then hav a customers come reload...n tat time i serve him...tiz uncle look old edi de...then when he come in n aks another staff tat im dusun or wat...tat staff said mix...then he aks my name ..i ans him chinese....i said "mei yen"...oji ba la thr la...finaly he aks me write my name in chinese n contact num tu^^...then i write oni lor...i tot got wat thg nid contact..i nv think tat uncle hav another meaning at all geh....after he go....my fon ring!...i saw tat num is 013 de...i ans lor...is tat juz nw uncle..he aks e free or nt wan spend me eat war n nice 2 meet euu...then i start scare tiz uncle..dun knw y suddenly wan spend me...very weird lorR...aiyo...then in 1 day kip cal me aks when i free or after work go eat dinner war...waseh!!...sure i scare then i reject lor..coz i oni me bu tiam de ba!..when i bck home jor...1st time he cal me,i hav said tat no nid spend me de...its okie..he aks me pardon..i said ntg lar..i bu shu fu oni...n then 2ns times,he aks me take care or else...seeml ik very care me gam..haha!!...sot de!!....then finaly promise him tiz sunday go wif him..bt oni a while...aiyer...

i hav think tat if tat uncle wan bao yang me then more gud oh...wakaka!!...1month at least 1000++ tu^^..keke^^...sure la...then i can save my dad money..if nt b his mi shu oso can de..coz b4 tat i oso hav tiz kind of incident b4 de....c wat his next step going to do ba!!...