+macchi allysa+

everthgs changed!!

2009-08-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

haiz everthgs changed!!..im nt suitable or i shouldn appear in tiz circle..y?y uall nid treat me lik tat?wat had happen?izit juz oni start from the assignment?or during examination?izit i juz open my mouth to scold or chot u guys?then bcome lik tiz?arh!!im sad my frens, the oni which same schl wif me til nw was betray me?i thk nt betray me..is called nt understand me?!!y ya?i juz hate during exam dun b cheat or make noisy jek!even i no study bt i juzsteady ma!i nv tot to cheat at all..bt u guys...nt fair lo!!aiks..suan liao lo...

the 1 i think im nt or i shouldn to c tat pic...when i open facebook..i saw sm1 post sm pic tat is our classmate..all are thy doin revision at pine..then i click "next"..i saw the pic i think thy took at pizza hut..all are attend hor..i count...oni im nt at thr!!...haha!!...y ya?...got nid do lik tiz?got sm1 aks my feeling?!...im trying bcome blind!!i tot tiz oni can juz past lik tat!!...mayb u all juz tot mayb i think too much...bt u all action was shown alltat wat i had seen...

if i rily got say wrong wat.."sorry" k...i was suffer!!...im nt oni nid to handle my hmwork...during work i oso face many problem thr!!..nobody at my classmate dun knw wqat had happen de!!..i nv hate u all!!...i juz dun lik sm1 atitude!...im try to settle all my assignment...even cooperated wif my group...i knw mayb hard...i try to do it alone coz i dun wan u guy so annoying even i owes kip say "u guys useless or wat"...say truly la,i do tiz assignment til i rily no time to revision..i stil nid work leh...work til late nite...arrive home i oso nt enuf time to revision..im tired...i edi enuf thinking tiz n tat..im nt lik u all guys can relax n ply CS...i cant!..i trying..bt YOU mayb knw
yi wan do tiz...bt i m disappointed coz YOU dun understand...

YOU knw..when i come to PINE..v r frens rite?very ffrens tim?i dun knw u got Li Yong me or nt la...i knw YOU r theperson understand n knw my atitude start from secondary schl!!bt u got aks or care me mou?even i no nid tiz!!..izit tiz call frens?...YOU knw tiz few day wat i thinking?wat meaning "friends"..?i got treat YOU worst?!...or oni a bit misunderstand then can broke all tiz...?i put frens position no 1?...

tiz is all my feeling...so i rily believe person wil change!nt even surrounding...even sm1 wan changed then sure can change..
even nt effected by sm1 oso wil change by thmselve!!

Wao!Popular Incident...

2009-08-01T08:10:00.001-07:00

hmm!!..2day i was working at popular..seem lik usual day..during i was processing my stock n chit chat wif mark liaw,i suddenly look around the part of travel shelf thr, i saw a younger boy was standing thr n reading his book..n tat time im nt realized tat wat he done after i look it bck to him,n i was shocked!!!he took his handfon n take a pic face to my side here...n i jzu bother it,when i look it bck again,i saw him curi curi take my pic!!oh no!!i dun knw wat he wan..i juz felt tat he was a bit weird la!!aiyo!!...then,he kip looking at me,when im start looking at him,im juz c him whether can knw wat he wan or nt...bt at last he oso gone jor...then i ntg to say..juz let it pass!!...

very shock!!hope im c wrong thgs!!^^

fucker xiang!!

2009-07-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

2day he done smthg make me very hate him!!shit!!i aks him got anythg tat secret wif me?he said no!!bt he dun knw tat i edi checked him!!he stil lied me!!

huh!!got a gal cal him!!!name Rxxx...!!!my xbf oso dun knw my new num..!!bt him?..
i got chat wif tat gal,seem thy two look chat many times b4!!damn!!he stil goNA LIED me!!

v quarrel!!bt he nv tot tat he hav false!!chiu!!he told me tiz nt cal secret!!izit i got aks him got anythg secret wif me?!!bt he stil said nt!!diao la!!tiz guy?!!damn shit!..if can iwan die in front him!!

sory to SOMEONE!!

2009-05-31T04:02:00.000-07:00

hmm..2day is my frens (sis) birthday!..
wishes her freams come true^^..

er,i dun wan hurt any1 include sm1...i no heart
to hurt u la...mayb 1 day u wil knw smthgs tat wil make
u cant accept or u wil hate me too!!...i hope everthgs
all right!!..i hope u dun do so many thgs or too
blif me or wat...i knw i owe uu many thgs...i dun knw
wat can i say to u...very thx u!!i remember wat u had
done to me..:)

DAMn CHXXX!!!

2008-09-30T02:38:00.000-07:00

aiks...so sad la!!...hw come XXX wil bcome lik tat 1!!...do u knw wat r u doin?!!
shit!!...so flower heart...said me betray,make him break b4 wif tat gal!...
wat oso me!!...dun knw tat gal giv him eat wat medicine!hav a gal treat him so gud
thr..he stil dun knw hw to zhen xi...damn!...n he choose bck tat gal nv told me,
coz he scare i wil scold him....ish!!!...he tot he is perfect!..bt nt!
he nv knw tat hav hw many ppl or frens hate him!!...if nt his atititude..
his frens oso wont lik tat...bt bcome middle ppl (ME)...is very suffer..
y i wan do all tiz...izit true?...i dun knw....tiz cal wat?WEI DA?
so funny!...i cant do anythgs...juz let him go die!...i knw tat thy wont so long 1!

my birthday!!

2008-03-04T07:07:00.000-08:00

wao!...2day damn hapi!...thx my S2C classmates!..luv u all...haha!!...2day is my birthday!hmm..2day at schl,especialy after fns study...wao!...tat time...tat george ar...ply water edi!...lik bomba...make me whole body,i mean i wet jor...walao eh!...so cold tim..bt damn nice 1..coz tiz yr is 1st time let them do lik tat...i juz let them..coz thy hapi then i hapi ba...then the last round is turn edward n lawrence them..waseh!..damn kik tu^^..coz lik bath at schl lor...adui~...bt i very hapi...thx!...i wil zhen xi tiz yr on 4march!...

hm....another is...very thx sm1...he make smthg hapi to me...tiz yr very special...he make me hav 1st time...thx him!...n other frens n unknw num...thy sent me a msg togreet me...i very touch of it...thx all!...anyway

Having a BAD Dinner!!!

2008-02-06T03:00:00.000-08:00

damn shit!..2day having a BAD Dinner!!...tat c2pid Bro n MOther!..make me bad mood!eat oso no mood!...damn shit...very shoi!...having a bad dinner...wat the?!knw my habit lik tat stil nyia me!...ngai sat!...2mlw cny edi...make me scold bad words!!dun wan talk wif them!!...try la...dun said i linc!...oni small thgs wan chot me til lik dog!...u knw tat time my mood is gud!after thy nyia me til my heart broke!...i cant tahan,finaly go bck room cry jor..rily get hurt la~!!...fuck!...when go bck site,my dad aks me y suddenly gone...i juz show them a "Bad n broke face"!!!!..rily dun knw hw to describe my feeling tat times!!!

y i cant hav a hapi day?!!

2008-02-01T01:22:00.000-08:00

wat the?...wat u saying..all rubbish!who let u...i dun wan!..i nv!...dun tel me tat coz wat i say b4 make u think tat i saying u!u try treat me bad!...i let u die!...huh!..wait la!...c u can wait til i die or u die la!..si fan chong!!...so stupid!..y tiz world hav tiz kind of person appear!...u HXXXX meh?...SXXXX meh?...hah?..tel me the true la...lier!...dun too stupid leh!...wake up la!...all wat u done is idoit!...y?!n y?!!!y u bcome lik tat?hah?!!!u can lie urself bt cant lie me!coz i knw wat u thinking!at thr say lik tat,here say lik tiz...all sampah!!!dun giv me guess all the correct!!...

今天人缘指数超棒!!

2008-01-27T06:36:00.000-08:00

wah!!..2day damn nice 1 la!!..go whr oso hav meet dao frens oh..haha!!...sm of them is fs frens...hehe^^..even i dun knw them,but thy stil remember me..keke^^..summore cal my name lagi..waseh!!...so shocked ba!!..hehe^^..人缘指数增加 ba...haha!...woohoo!...nice!!..long time no tiz feel edi luRR!!...sm of them is fs frens...oso can at thr meet dao ba...uinah...hav xi wang jor..kaka!!..gambateh!!!hope my life wil bcome colourful...n dream come true...:)

hate tiz world!

2008-01-25T01:29:00.000-08:00

很大胆!..竟然在后面做出这些事情!..这是活该吗?是!!!你有今天都是你一手包办的..你应该预料到有今天吧!..白痴!!你认为这全都是你所要的吗?那你错了!其实并不是!..一旦这些人离开了!..一定不再回来了..你想要回来都困难!..别做梦啦!你遇到我,就是你倒霉!..只要从我口中说出来,一定不会是件好事的!..你看吧!..最后,辛苦的就是你!..我并不想要诅咒,而是XX让我有哪种感觉,我知道XX不可能到永久...我一直都很相信你!相信我的立场!而你有个对你那么好的,却不好好珍惜!..不累吗?!

我会让你知道一件难看的事!..[后悔!]..谢谢你让我更认识自己,这世界!..超贱的你!或许我会心软!至少让我知道你有苦衷!..我再也不懂得如何写"痛"字了!..究竟发生什么事?!!..有人能告诉我吗?为何要那么辛苦呢?..我真的不想!..够了!求你给个好,让我满意的答案吧!..这世界不仅只有一个...而是很多,千万个,上万个~~~难道就没有吗?aiks!!!....~~~~~

DAi Sei!!

2008-01-23T04:17:00.000-08:00

haha!..dai sei..u got 2day oso u make by urself de!izit tiz cal BALASAN?!!wat i said b4 all is true~!Thx GOD!..c nw wat u bcome jor?!..same de lar!!very hapi to heard tat!..i think tat izit i stupid?!aks myself ever regret?!..i dun knw!!..hope wat i done is zhi de!u can try repeat ur life as b4!..PUI!rily idiot!...start from 2day!i wil think bck wat i had done i hav to take bck!..izit i can accept tat?!very stupid la!!..tot i dun knw war!!!dun knw y i wil bcome lik tat!!wat i saw 2day!..rily make me disspointed!fuck!!!all of u oso same!..thx u let me knw another face of world!!..i wan let u knw tat the world nt oni hav "watermelon"...u r wrong!..dun try to skip the others Fruit u hate or u dun lik!!mayb after u try to eat,it wil giv u a different FEEL!..N dun kip look at the skin of Fruit oni,coz mayb u dun knw the taste whether ngam u or nt..skin cant represented at all!try to cut n eat!..人总是不可貌相!别忽略身边的好人!

hapi wat i saw!sad wat had happened!

2008-01-19T03:58:00.000-08:00

haha!!...so hapi!...hapi wat i saw...bt sad wat had happened 2day...hapi coz of sm1~~...anyway thx!...i blif GOD!...mayb my mood come bck...mayb nt...bt very hurt to hear tat wat u said...soli if i cant help u...bt u done the true ways...

2day i giv guru disiplin caught la!..Diu!..aks me go staff room..coz my finger nails!!shit la!..wan cut in front her..til short edi!..ugly la!..tat times very nervous jor...then my form teacher come saw me y at thr..ouh no!...she oso came 38 ba!..bt i shocked tat guru disiplin hav said my gud words n oso my bad!..bad coz she warning me many times to cut nails bt i didnt hear...she told my form teacher tat i hav "脾气"..ouh no!!...38 de!..gud is she puji me ba...hehe^^she said my Account Book done very well n clearly..very nice!coz my position at class is Audit ma...help open account de...waseh!...i heard tat oso hapi ba...keke^^...

tiz time at staff room...almos all teacher knw me again...wana 2nd time famous...in front all teacher tim..tat disiplin kip told others teacher tatmy bro is who n who...wana show off lik tat!..aiyo..headache!..then i get 2s times puji by my form teacher...coz she said tat im very pretty de even look hitam..coz all my "兄弟姐妹" oso hitam manis war!!..she said lik tat...so 2day dun knw can say lucky la or unlucky de!...

haiz~~...bt stil got smthg cant put down...is never..forever!
miz my LIFE~~~~

My DeSiGn!

2008-01-13T04:09:00.000-08:00

yor...finaly fns wat i done jor...my design..haha!!..decoration..1st time ba...haha!!..bt stil look lik bu man yi bout my design neh :(..bt my drawing improve jor ba.. i lik it...especialy tat mickey ba...thx all my frens tat help me done tiz decoration...[Ning2,ManG2,tsien yun,ken n wan juN].....during at class decoration...i very proud la...coz i order them do wat n wat...all wan hear wat i say...muahaha!!..lik boss ba...uinah..nt bad ba...kaka!!..oni hope my design get gud comments..hehe^^....even it look lik normal...bu tong...at least better than others class oh...kaka...

ARH!!...SAD!!...:(..dun wan lik tat!

2008-01-05T04:53:00.000-08:00

haiz...wat i saw 2day?!!..juz make me sad..hurt again!...shit la!..i dun hope all is true la!..i hope U rily treat me gud n all true de!mayb im stupid!..y wan blif U...i dun knw...i knw hav tat day!..coz mei yen said geh nt wrong 1...i oso blif myself..wish is true!dream come true!adui!!....nid wait la!...shit 1!...haiz!!!...i rily nt hope u lie me lar..i cant accept tiz lo!!!dun make me disappointed of U!!!....pls!!....DONT!..i knw u nt tat kind of ppl!...tat person u choose is wrong 1...n i knw tat GOD hav eyes!...IT wont let the incident happen around my LIFE!!!....YA!...i blif....

finaly dun say wat n wat bor!!...bt if let me guess finaly wil hapen tiz..sure i wil laugh!!!..n i wan let u knw tat wat i said is TRUE!n i wil think tat i can accept or nt...u try to lie me B4!...huh!!...i dun knw hw to say U!...i dun knw hw gud tat ppl!..i dun think so can 4ever..u can try make it in front me!!...sure i slap!...i dun knw wil slap or nt la!...coz oso bu she de!...hate ar?!!i oso dun knw!!..mayb can say me xin luan?...no!...im kind la!...y hav tiz ppl lik me appear in tiz world oh!!!...myb rily nvm for me gua!..coz hate sm1 rily nt gud la!..juz bcome COOL!!...uinah!!....

luckly i knw think positive...if nt i rily cant tahan edi!..if i can choose,i wont choose my way...straight join ur life!...ish!...fan chongla!..stupid allysa!!!!!!!!....stop annoying edi la!!!...dun wan think edi!!...dun knw y hor!...2day i hav tat feeling nt gud oh...ouh no!!...my 6 sense rily geng 1!...bt finaly hapen edi!...oh ya,skip jor!..i feel i got a bit fan gan oh!...y de?!!..suddenly after wake up got tiz feel edi!...anyway i stil wil support wat i wan to do!..not coz of U!..i hope u knw wat r u going to do n wat u had done!i wil try to make it easy!...if can i dun wan think tat animore!!..rily!..i enuf tired jor!...i stil hav many thgs nt yet settle!...i wil put it away from me 1st!...wait i free or nid...waiting the time...hope all hav a gud ans!

1st day start schl!!bad luck!!!shit!

2008-01-03T03:19:00.000-08:00

wakao!!...2day so bad luck jek...1st day start schl edi bcome famous!shit la...aiyo...tiz is 2nd times edi la...my hair kena saman tu^^..tat disiplin ar!...start from last yr focus my hair jor..bt no reason saman me oni ma!...waseh!..2day at hall,straight aks me write name ba!!aftertat he cal all the name list n go up stage stand ba...wan b model,to show off to all the student tat my hair is langgar peraturan jor!shit!!..warning 2mlw hav to settle my hair,if nt bcome mushroom hair ba!aiyo..cham...when i form2 oso got saman my hair during reopen schl,tiz time oso lik tat!!til all teacher almos knw who m i...when coming class oso wil said, :yii,izit u r tat girl stand at stage 1?"..ouh no!!..1st day schl edi bcome famous at schl!!..kaka!!..bad luck la!..ok lor..suan edi....tat disiplin rily ar..dun knw whw to say him la!stil dun wan fang guo me ba....when i stay at outside talking wif other teacher,he saw me,bt i dun knw he coming...then he past through me n said"ur hair ar,2mlw i check!!"waseh!!..teacher n me oso shocked oh!!ish!!fan chong!!!

bt hav oso hav fun at class 2day...coz start sot jor...kip laugh..n gud thgs is,my last yr teacher hav said my gud thgs la...hehe^^coz 2day my form teacher wana choose monitor n other position ma...then sm of my classmate cal my name..at 1st,teacher ignore...then 2nd times she cal my name...wan comfirm which 1 is me...haha!!then she told me tat hav 2 teachers very siak me war...haha!!..sot oh...suddenly said tiz...i oso wan to knw who is tat teacher ba!haha!!...finaly i b a treasurer geh Audit!...1st day hav to help her open resit jor...waseh!...nervous neh...1st time tu!..

Finaly Settle edi~~~

2008-01-02T02:54:00.000-08:00

终于到了一段落,或许我这决定是对的...不想让对方痛苦,辛苦..只好放他走...而放他走不代表我再也不爱他,我会等..可能只会口头说,不过我会证明..因为我尝试等了一年的时间..我还很爱你...希望你也是..不要让我失望...你的承诺一定要实现..虽然这一点我是有点对你没信心,真的担心你会等不到..你答应的,我希望是发出内心说出来...而不是玩玩而已..你我也不小了...相信你也累了吧...你知道我一定会做到的!我说会等就会等的!!... 我没有爱过那么认真!

我也不知道为什么我会又有这勇气跟你说..."做回朋友"...真的不懂!..你是因为距离的问题吗?...这根本不成理由吧!..好了!...暂停!..我不想再想了..只希望你有那分心..希望我在你心中没有人可以取代的!..同样的...你在我心中也是没人可取代..因为你永远跟其他的不一样!!...在这其间就当作让对方有个更深入的了解..这也算是个考验..有些事需要付出,经得起考验..爱情的道路上没有是完全十全十美的!..不容易度过!..要彼此之间的信任,一切都可以克服!..很不幸的..我们选择了,先苦后甜..要撑下去哦!!宝贝一起加油吧!我也希望,如果你有什么事,可以找我聊下...24hr on call...haha!!相信老天爷吧!..一定没看错!...哈哈!..等我去那读书吧!..时间很快的过去..放心哦!少不了我的祝福...祝你天天都开心..想你!

Dun wan get HURT animore!

2008-01-01T03:28:00.000-08:00

haiz...rily dun wan get 2nd times hurt...i hope new year new life..bt y 2day u said tiz to me...im nt small edi la..coming 17 lor..i very tired jor..juz wan find sm1 acc me for future..y noconfident at all?hah?..u knw,wan 4get ex nid time...so hard to accept...i knw if choose u,wil seem lik ning n eric gam..bt i rily love u ma..fate coming oso cant control de lar...haiz..although v cant dayday meet at least our heart owes connect de..y v cant lik normal gam...juz b patient ma...nt oni u xin ku lo..me too...smtimes make u angry,then u said dun wan 4give me..i very scare de..nt dare find u...i very tired tat..bt i no fang qi..i knw u wil find me..i juz wait u 4give me...bt 2day u said tiz to me,i rily dun knw wan to say wat wif u..juz dun wan u leave me alone..u promise wil find me de,then i wil wait u..i try to control my emotion..dun wan lik ning gam..when u said tat to me..my heart very pain..dun knw y..i rily hope u dun said tat,stop say tat nonsence jor..

i dun knw y u wil said lik tat la...think too much...arh!!!u r different wif others guy...juz dun knw hw to xplain...if nt i wont choose u..i knw i very stupid la..frens oso warning me b4..i choose tiz way wil xin ku,tong ku watever la...bt tiz talk feels dema...if i rily luv u..hw come reject leh...aiyo...GOD..pls!!dun ply my gan qing jor!..i nt hope final is....pls dun!i enuf tired edi...juz wan an an xin xin gam...dun leave me arh!!!!if nt i dun knw wat i wil do..

n i oso knw ur feeling...all the same...i can do it..i blif u oso can do it de!!dear,dun think negative k?..i unhapi,smtimes din let u knw..coz ni small case...if u got any problem can share wif me..i knw i cant help u..at least let me knw ma...v hav talk tiz b4...oso promise jor...the last day b4 i leave kl,i cry u knw rite?..aks me dun cry oso u..promise come find me oso u...i blif wat u said..v oso da gou gou jor...i very steady..i waiting tiz few months!even though v cant celebrate valentine..bt i can promise u...after i fns study..2gether celebrate valentine n ur birthday!...tiz is wat i thinking...haiz~...mayb i did smthgs make u think all tiz...since u working..n oni u working at shop...so smtimes i no msg u..coz dun wan disturd u...nt means i nt care u..u knw...i very miz u!!..dun knw hw to say out my feeling...

wats wrong wif me again?!!!

2007-12-29T09:03:00.002-08:00

here juz fns settle...nw come again...dun add fan nao to me again la!!..i enuf tired jor...nw u say wan b bck then b bck....wan lot k then lot k..u tot me is wat?...wat oso u say de..dun take tiz as fun la...nt fun lor,k!!...y?...nt yet fns settle at all, u say those thgs wif me!!then wat u wan me to do,hah?!!giv me time ba...k!!!aiyo...GOD!!i dun wan ply tiz games jor la!!...fang guo wo la...aiks....
rily disapointed la...wat i wil bcome the next day....who can tel me?!!dun try giv any problem to me leh....haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!juz nid sm support....

mao lit~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~:(
ENUF LA!!!!

Make TROUBLE again!!

2007-12-29T08:04:00.000-08:00

aiyo...sei lor...dun knw wat hapen to me tiz few days leh...kip make trouble de...if nt then kip say sorry...1 day can say many times "sorry" tiz words jor...aiyer..scare jor...i Mei yen nv say sorry so many times b4 de...bt dun knw y hor...tiz few days kip say sorry...aiyo...ngam ngam settle jor my own thgs..nw i make another trouble again!!!shit la!!...say wat,talk wat,write wat oso wrong de!!rily wan me bcome cool?!!aiks...headache la...coz of me make a couple quarrel..coz of me?!!ouh no!!...i rily dun wan lik tat de...bt u all oso so sensitive 1 de...nt 1st time knw my style de lar!
bu tiam la!!if kip lik tiz....my life full of "sorry"...finaly oso i hav to settle...i very tired la...bt wat can i do..izit wil think tat all is my fault?!...

from tiz all kes...at least i win myself jor...huh!!dun knw y...the next day dun knw wat wil hapen to me again....if make trouble again?!...i rily can die jor...why?why?why?!!!..anybody can tel me who can b my angel?...aiks:(............2mlw start is my suffer life jor..aRH!!!!..
PENGSAN JOR....

No FeEliNg - hUmaN

2007-12-28T03:47:00.000-08:00

hmmm...i no energy jor la...aiks...2day get trouble again...i rily no tat means...bt...edi hapen jor..i no energy jor...suddenly bcome weak~bite me oso no feeling jor...dun knw "pain" hw to write edi...mayb wind blow me..i wil fly away....:(...骨头也散到完了...start no confident jor...no mood...aiyo...sei lo...wan reopen schl jor tim...y?!!!.......

when i said jor 3times sorry...then means is true de...i rily no tat means ba...knw u edi tired so tat y i no reply u...n try dun find u...bt...finaly oso go find u jor...maby my style too straight jor...mayb hurt dao u...aiya...4get it la..suan liao...dun wan think too much edi...

~~~~~~~~~~sorry i wil control~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Who is TAT?

2007-12-27T05:05:00.000-08:00

aiyo!..wat the...so suddenly la...juz nw my bro from kl cal me...i oso weird de..i tot he wan aks me hw bout at kl tim...mana tau..he aks me hav a 旅行社 de find me war...i oso dun knw wat had hapen oh...i said who is tat?..my bro oso dun knw who...my bro tel me,thy cal my name aks bout me...aiyo...i oso dun knw who lai de...my bro said,i got giv thm his fon num or nt ?..sure no lar...hw come i giv thm his fon num leh...sot geh!...aiyo...weird la...so many thgs hapen around me..who knw my name,n hav my bro fon num meh...aiyo..headache lar!!...scare hav wat hapen to me again...i enuf tired jor...rily dun wan think so much edi...

i stil remember my bro aks me the last question...he said "我有跟旅行社的人交往meh?"...
aiyo...i oso shocked ba!...我也不懂有谁会有我哥的电话号码咯...再加上那个人也知道我的名叻...
还打去我哥那里问起我的事...haiz....i rily wan to knw who is tat?!!...aiyo...不懂是不是冒充!..如果是的话,那就恐怖了!!!...我的妈啊!!!

Arh!!!!...sei lorR...

2007-12-27T04:52:00.000-08:00

hmm...juz bck from kl lai...aiyo..got a bit bu she de la...haha!!..seem lik start xi guan at kl life gam..haha...sot jor...hehe^^...im so lucky...n thx my dear giv a sweet memories to me..muahaha!!...waiting for u...kaka...bck jor kk then kip think kl...stay at kl jor then dun wan bck kk...if nt i stil study at kk...sure wont bck jor...haha!!..

Sot joR~!~!~

2007-12-20T05:06:00.000-08:00

haiz....
aiyor...stop thinking la!..hw leh?kip think tat...got any relation wif them?...headache!..shit la...wan go kl jor..stil think tat..wasaii...hope wat i think is wrong!..i nt hope it wil hapen in my life again...i enuf tired jor!..dun lie me!...hmm..if rily hapen...dun try aks me 4give u...sure SUMPAH sei u...wao...so bad...anyway...i hope my future is sweet geh...^^

2mlw go kl lor...aiks...dun knw y no feel gam geh...ppl hapi..bt me?...no feel tu...nt hapi,nt nervous gam...aiyo...hw o?..look lik cold blood jor...muahaha!1...sei lo!...arh!!!...no feellllllll!!!!!!!!
sei mou....shit...hw juz make me hapi leh?...haha...

TO my FRENS^^

2007-12-20T04:59:00.000-08:00

oopss..soli ya my frens..coz of me,make u all wory bout me...haha!!...so funy la...after u all view my blog...all aks me wat hapen...sm of u cal me talk,asking wat hapen to me look lik very serius gam..muahaha!!...act nt so serius la..at least i can handle by myself ma...hehe^^...i rily dun wan say de...coz edi past jor...bt u all seem lik very care me...i wan share..bt i dun wan think bout tat animore...anyway...thx my frens!!hehe^^...dun knw continue writing blog true or nt...kaka...sot de...hmm....

coz of me...U intro HER to me...y is u leh?hah?...rily dun knwu la...b4 look bad..nw u do all tiz to me...rily dun knw wat i going to say...anyway...thx all wat u had done to me...thx!u dun wory la..i wont hate u jor...juz treat as a frens ba!...hmm...hope dun wei le a guy shang gan qing...if nt,u rily is my gud k moi...haiz...past tense edi...take care bor....^^

mayb is true waySS~~

2007-12-18T07:42:00.000-08:00

aiyo...wat the...very nyiak liao la...here say wan date..then say wan go out yam cha...shit..fan de lo...kip disturbaround me...aiyo..mayb i write tiz blog is wrong geh...haiz...luckly wan go kl...can 逃难jor...if nt,i can die at kk liao...hate tat idiot who kip giv others my fon num!!

hmm...juz nw he find me...last9 oso hav find...i knw he wil find me de...so tats y put silent...dun disturb me...then 2day find me again...say y last nite no reply his msg...haiz...juz dun wanhav wat relation wif tiz guy jor la...wat SHE hav told me istiz guy mayb wil hurt 1 more time in my life...b4 tat he edi hurt me jor geh...bt i very steady lor...i knw to think positive de..so treat as a frens...hmm...

SHE told me tat all is true...so i hav to blif..nw i try edi...i rily can do it...不懂为什么男生能够利用感情...作为代替品...为了忘掉过去吗?..真的不可能啦...一旦发生性关系了,就算分了..以后也很难接受另外的...还是不能忘记她..我也不想再次被伤害,所以理智的想了...保持距离比较好吧...少联络也是件好事啊....可能她才是他的真真的真爱哦....所以祝你们加油..haha!!...希望我这选择是对的...更何况我选择其他的未必不是一件坏事...这只是给我更多的ABC..haha!!...

呸!!!!!

2007-12-15T07:52:00.000-08:00

原本不要想的竟然突然在脑海里浮现…或许我不该去看吧…更何况那未必是真的啊…还是我想太多了吧!还是我在意或还很在乎他…我的妈!!救我啊!!...难得我昨天想通了!今天又来….真讨厌!...究竟发生什么事?...

Aiks…mei yan!!...u change edi la…u nt last time de mei yen jor!..whr ur real gone?!...y u bcome death fish de?!!cheer up la!!...aiyo…u stil young ba,dun look lik old bah!!...aiyo…annoying!...Love!Money!Frens!...Money settle….Frens 4get it…Love?!!..Suck!...i rily wan scold bad words jor….bt too rude…!...patient!...i think I nid time to think it all…2nd times jor!...shit la!!....luckly nt SPM…If nt sure kill PPL now!....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

还有一件事,工作真的可以让一个人的思想变成熟,长大…会懂得想,负债…不过多烦恼!...宁愿烦恼多都不想为爱情而烦恼!...这样说对吗?..比方说工作上做错只是被老板骂!..只要改就行了…爱情呢?...只要错过就不回头!...对吗?...很难说对吧?...男方: 只是给女生期望,承诺..但却不实现..这是说大话!..呸!..什么事只会放在心里,不坦然说出来!..累积了最后造成~~~~~~女方: 不能给男生百分百信心,怀疑,心态问题….是女生不够好还是男生不够好啊?!!....

~> 叶子掉了,是风吹走了它,还是树不要它?如果树珍惜叶子,就不会让风带走,如果你不主动爱惜一段感情,当他离你而去时,是你放弃还是你未曾珍惜过它…

YO~..its me here!...haha!!

2007-12-14T08:44:00.001-08:00

waseh!..mei yan come bck jor la...i hapi a bit jor lur...nt sad lik b4 de...nw wake up jor...haha!!...coz 2day chat wif a GOd...wao!...i love u teacher...she very gud 1 n funny de...she is taiwan teacher lai de lar...she help me 分析 many thgs...my fan nao...haha!!...爱情疑问....waseh!...all true ba...nt bad tu...is she make me bcome 开朗的...thx!..she giv me a cute present..tat is our secret....shh!!..i wil zhen xi de...haha!!...b4 i look lik :( nw bcome lik tiz jor...:)haha!!...hapi ba...my brain nw no more heavy le...very relax chat wif her..all come bck...i think i wont think too much jor...nw suddenly oso wil smile le...tat juz look lik me ma!...aiyo...

n got 1 thgs...finaly oso i find him bck..very weird...he look lik sui bian de...tot ntg hapen gam...if i no find him then tot i die jor...hmm..nvm la..at least giv me respond ba..then ok le...its ok...rily de!!...mei yen wil come bck soon de!!haha!!....i oni wait him reply n xplain to me...i wait jor...bt dun hav repsond...okie...zhu ding liao ba...ok lor...steady lor...

超准的!!!

2007-12-14T01:05:00.000-08:00

哇靠!嶶嶶老师说的都很准耶!...佩服了!..这几天来我都一直在想,我是否找他聊一下....i wory he dun wan bother me....bt scare after find him,he dun reply...aiyo...mei yen arh!!...tiz is 2nd times jor...y i wan do lik tiz leh...so cham...haiz....bt after weiweian teacher tel me the all...i knw wat i gona to do...nt dare bcome brave jor...haha!!...

weiweian teacher tel me many thgs..coz i hav share my story to her...all oso 爱情疑问...she help me 分析...蛮准的叻...还说中我的心声耶...果然是心理学家....after wat he she tel me...i tel myself...i muz zhen xi....try to get it...dun let it go...i hav save it...

你们搞暧昧那就证明你们两个都很在乎对方。我觉得这位男生的性格有点像
女生，都是脆弱的。我可以很确定你们俩的真的很配的，你们俩个人都怕伤害。
其实他真的很在乎你，为什么我会这样说呢，因为他都在测试你啊，
因为你们都没有告白，但你们俩个都已经爱上了。
他这样做是因为要测试你，他要知道你是否喜欢他，如果你喜欢他你会找他，如果你不喜欢他你就会不找他。明白吗？

星座的疑问*(我和伴侣配吗)

他總是記得幫妳把冰箱填滿食物，妳真的是太感動了，妳終於找到一個能完全照顧妳的人。在床上，你們的步調亦相當一致。

兩情相悅指數：5

天長地久指數：5

这就是恋爱指数!这代表好预兆哦!

Arh!!!!....he no find me...haiz...disapointed..juz let it pass....bt i rily wan to knw wat had hapen to him....he no tel me...hw i knw jek....i hope tiz all oni a dream....dun let me wait u...DEAR!!!....

Y NOT YOU!!!

2007-12-13T06:34:00.000-08:00

haiz....sad la....y when i nid sm1 acc me...bt NOT U!!!...u knw?.tiz few days i DAMN bad MOOD?....i dun knw wat u think ba...owes lik tat de...got wat oso wont share wif me...say it out ma..settle it ba...dun suspect me....i very disapointed of u!!.....izit kl zai oso lik tat de?..juz knw to say....bt dun knw to do...aiks!!...i rily hope is u!!...bt nt u....i wan share my thgs wif u....bt u lost contact wif me!!!...wat hapen to u?hah?!!!!!aiks..yesterday my heart rily weak!nid ppl cure,i hope tat yestersay nite is u,bt..nt u!...i hope is u...jxxx!

i stil remmber tat last tuesday i hav my dinner...tat time i rily bad mood la!...n so ngam hav drunk....my dad oso let ba...then when on the way bck home...i think many thgs in car...all thinking of u!!...suddenly my tears come out...i cant control...coz tiz tears edi wan out for last few days....tiz zheng ming i hav many fan nao...jzu put in my heart....coz nobody can let me talk xing shi!... kip think of u y u wn treat me lik tat?!!...izit i do wromg?..i dun knw..u juz kip diam diam at thr....shit!!...i very tong ku!...dun treat me lik tat...u say kip long our relationship!...all is lie....u say wan zheng ming....ok!...whr?..sad:(..i post tiz oso can knw tat my tears~~~~~~...aiks~...okie...stop!...i dun knw wat i can do nw....laugh?..tat oni jia de...nt real!...who can help me!!!!

Last day work~

2007-12-13T06:07:00.000-08:00

aiks~2day is my last day work at Gaya com jor...got a bit bu she de la!!..bt i hav to leave lor...dun knw y la...i miz them all...1 is Rio n Mimie...hehe^^...thy two so cute 1...kip make laugh...n i oso kip laugh at thr...haha!!...when i bad mood,then make smthgs to laugh...then i oso wil 4low laugh too de...i rily rily wont 4get tiz 2 frens de...after 2day i damn miz them...coz after 1day thy all bcome normal jor...so sunyi...without my voice thr....arh!!!!...thx them coz giv me a memories thr...i work at thr wont felt boring...n oso hav incideny thr...

first,i work at thr for first few days...hav customer come reload oso wil say malay wif me de...izit i look malay?...haha!!...bt lastly...dun knw y oh...sm of chinese customer wil auto speak chinese wif me...b4 tat wont de wor even is chinese customer oso wil speak malay wif me de...kaka!!...i tot thy wil say malay wif me tiam...bt no leh...finaly thy knw recognize me jor...kaka!!...sot jor....
n oso hav sm of idiot customer too de...rily make me angry....wan whack de lo...haha!!...no lar...rily malas wan layan jor...shit de..tiz job rily hav fun oso hav ppl angry de!!...oso stress de...
i remember tat yesterday i working thr...got a customer kip chot me thr...i edi faster jor...sudahpun tat time i edi BAD MOOD jor de...he kip aks me fast!!..i juz tahan...n busy!..i cant handle so many thr...

finaly i cal my frens talk....coz nobody tat can let me talk xing shi jor...i wan cry...bt my tears Heng jor...dun knw y dun wan come out....u knw?..tat feeling very tong ku?..my heart bcome weak!!...my frens oso no use...cant help me oso....haiz....nvm la...

MISS RIO & MIMIE!!!!

DAMN BAD MOOD!!

2007-12-12T04:20:00.000-08:00

shit ba!!...dun knw wat hapen tiz few days damn bad mood..wan find sm1 scold..i very tired jor...stress!!..he no find me...ok!..nvm ba...wan fight wif me..c who dun find who 1st ba!!...during working edi hav customer make problem to me...rily make me nget sai!!...wan kill ppl!!...tat c2pid customer...luckly 2mlw is my last day working at thr...if nt i rily bcome sot de!!...

nw very annoying...dun knw find who?frens?...to acc me...my best frens ning2 no use find her...she cant help me anthgs...when find her talk...juz talk a bit bout my thgs...then turn her topic...juz say tat useless words to me...my heart nw very weak jor...i cant tahan....dun knw can find who say my xing shi...:(...sad!....i oni knw put in my heart..coz nobody can help me settle..owes i settle by myself de...lastly i can handle it..bt i rily no frens....even ning is my best frens...i oni is her frens tat owes can help her n heard wat her had hapen when she nid frens acc....i can do it...bt she can do the same thgs wat i had done b4...soli bout tat~...

tat junx oso lik tat de!!...suddenly no reply me!..dun knw wat he thinking ba...izit kl zai oso lik tat dE?...oni knw to say..bt do?...wait la!!...dun try to find alasan tat u wat wat wat at thr....no credit at least u hav another 017 msg me...say tired nid rest so no find me...ok...bt u no tel me tat....izit u wan wait i find u...soli!..tiz time i wont do tat....i very disapointed wif u!!..izit u knw smthgs or wwat..then angry thr...y dun u try to aks me wat hapen...!!..u knw?!!...when i nid sm1 acc me....bt nt u!!...i very sad....aiks!!!!

felt weird~~yii!

2007-12-07T05:50:00.000-08:00

hiak hiak!!...2day damn bad luck la...sick n wat lagi...bt 2day at shop working...then hav a customers come reload...n tat time i serve him...tiz uncle look old edi de...then when he come in n aks another staff tat im dusun or wat...tat staff said mix...then he aks my name ..i ans him chinese....i said "mei yen"...oji ba la thr la...finaly he aks me write my name in chinese n contact num tu^^...then i write oni lor...i tot got wat thg nid contact..i nv think tat uncle hav another meaning at all geh....after he go....my fon ring!...i saw tat num is 013 de...i ans lor...is tat juz nw uncle..he aks e free or nt wan spend me eat war n nice 2 meet euu...then i start scare tiz uncle..dun knw y suddenly wan spend me...very weird lorR...aiyo...then in 1 day kip cal me aks when i free or after work go eat dinner war...waseh!!...sure i scare then i reject lor..coz i oni me bu tiam de ba!..when i bck home jor...1st time he cal me,i hav said tat no nid spend me de...its okie..he aks me pardon..i said ntg lar..i bu shu fu oni...n then 2ns times,he aks me take care or else...seeml ik very care me gam..haha!!...sot de!!....then finaly promise him tiz sunday go wif him..bt oni a while...aiyer...

i hav think tat if tat uncle wan bao yang me then more gud oh...wakaka!!...1month at least 1000++ tu^^..keke^^...sure la...then i can save my dad money..if nt b his mi shu oso can de..coz b4 tat i oso hav tiz kind of incident b4 de....c wat his next step going to do ba!!...

SuDdeNly!...

2007-11-29T04:24:00.000-08:00

shit..dun knw y he suddenly sent the msg said dun msg him animore...waseh!...wat i done b4 oh?!!shit lar...rily make me nget sai...ish!...wat the!...dun knw izit tat gal told him smthg ba...c2pid!..b4 tat i hav think wan to buy smthg to him...bt nw i think no nid jor la!...he edi say lik tat...has a frens oni..oso treat me gam...lucky i no luv u animore...if nt...aiks!...sure i let u knw die words hw to write ba!...suan le ba...

2day i acc my mom buy thgs...then at thr got lengzai oso lar..waseh!...nt bad ba...beh tahan tu...hmm...bt when i very nget sai tat times...i stil remember tat at aisa city thr got saw a guy look lik ah kit tat 1 at thr too...walao!...i shock ba...nv think tat at thr can meet him...hmm...at least tis make my moood come bck la...if nt...i start wil kill ppl!...

boring~

2007-11-27T04:35:00.000-08:00

aiks...boring la...wat the?!...holiday ah..scare jor la...during study say wan holiday,nw holiday say boring tim...adui~..nw lik death fish jor la...aiyo...cham lar...:(

*+*____macchi allysa____*+*