今天人缘指数超棒!!

wah!!..2day damn nice 1 la!!..go whr oso hav meet dao frens oh..haha!!...sm of them is fs frens...hehe^^..even i dun knw them,but thy stil remember me..keke^^..summore cal my name lagi..waseh!!...so shocked ba!!..hehe^^..人缘指数增加 ba...haha!...woohoo!...nice!!..long time no tiz feel edi luRR!!...sm of them is fs frens...oso can at thr meet dao ba...uinah...hav xi wang jor..kaka!!..gambateh!!!hope my life wil bcome colourful...n dream come true...:)

hate tiz world!

很大胆!..竟然在后面做出这些事情!..这是活该吗?是!!!你有今天都是你一手包办的..你应该预料到有今天吧!..白痴!!你认为这全都是你所要的吗?那你错了!其实并不是!..一旦这些人离开了!..一定不再回来了..你想要回来都困难!..别做梦啦!你遇到我,就是你倒霉!..只要从我口中说出来,一定不会是件好事的!..你看吧!..最后,辛苦的就是你!..我并不想要诅咒,而是XX让我有哪种感觉,我知道XX不可能到永久...我一直都很相信你!相信我的立场!而你有个对你那么好的,却不好好珍惜!..不累吗?!

我会让你知道一件难看的事!..[后悔!]..谢谢你让我更认识自己,这世界!..超贱的你!或许我会心软!至少让我知道你有苦衷!..我再也不懂得如何写"痛"字了!..究竟发生什么事?!!..有人能告诉我吗?为何要那么辛苦呢?..我真的不想!..够了!求你给个好,让我满意的答案吧!..这世界不仅只有一个...而是很多,千万个,上万个~~~难道就没有吗?aiks!!!....~~~~~

DAi Sei!!

haha!..dai sei..u got 2day oso u make by urself de!izit tiz cal BALASAN?!!wat i said b4 all is true~!Thx GOD!..c nw wat u bcome jor?!..same de lar!!very hapi to heard tat!..i think tat izit i stupid?!aks myself ever regret?!..i dun knw!!..hope wat i done is zhi de!u can try repeat ur life as b4!..PUI!rily idiot!...start from 2day!i wil think bck wat i had done i hav to take bck!..izit i can accept tat?!very stupid la!!..tot i dun knw war!!!dun knw y i wil bcome lik tat!!wat i saw 2day!..rily make me disspointed!fuck!!!all of u oso same!..thx u let me knw another face of world!!..i wan let u knw tat the world nt oni hav "watermelon"...u r wrong!..dun try to skip the others Fruit u hate or u dun lik!!mayb after u try to eat,it wil giv u a different FEEL!..N dun kip look at the skin of Fruit oni,coz mayb u dun knw the taste whether ngam u or nt..skin cant represented at all!try to cut n eat!..人总是不可貌相!别忽略身边的好人!

hapi wat i saw!sad wat had happened!

haha!!...so hapi!...hapi wat i saw...bt sad wat had happened 2day...hapi coz of sm1~~...anyway thx!...i blif GOD!...mayb my mood come bck...mayb nt...bt very hurt to hear tat wat u said...soli if i cant help u...bt u done the true ways...

2day i giv guru disiplin caught la!..Diu!..aks me go staff room..coz my finger nails!!shit la!..wan cut in front her..til short edi!..ugly la!..tat times very nervous jor...then my form teacher come saw me y at thr..ouh no!...she oso came 38 ba!..bt i shocked tat guru disiplin hav said my gud words n oso my bad!..bad coz she warning me many times to cut nails bt i didnt hear...she told my form teacher tat i hav "脾气"..ouh no!!...38 de!..gud is she puji me ba...hehe^^she said my Account Book done very well n clearly..very nice!coz my position at class is Audit ma...help open account de...waseh!...i heard tat oso hapi ba...keke^^...

tiz time at staff room...almos all teacher knw me again...wana 2nd time famous...in front all teacher tim..tat disiplin kip told others teacher tatmy bro is who n who...wana show off lik tat!..aiyo..headache!..then i get 2s times puji by my form teacher...coz she said tat im very pretty de even look hitam..coz all my "兄弟姐妹" oso hitam manis war!!..she said lik tat...so 2day dun knw can say lucky la or unlucky de!...

haiz~~...bt stil got smthg cant put down...is never..forever!
miz my LIFE~~~~

My DeSiGn!

yor...finaly fns wat i done jor...my design..haha!!..decoration..1st time ba...haha!!..bt stil look lik bu man yi bout my design neh :(..bt my drawing improve jor ba.. i lik it...especialy tat mickey ba...thx all my frens tat help me done tiz decoration...[Ning2,ManG2,tsien yun,ken n wan juN].....during at class decoration...i very proud la...coz i order them do wat n wat...all wan hear wat i say...muahaha!!..lik boss ba...uinah..nt bad ba...kaka!!..oni hope my design get gud comments..hehe^^....even it look lik normal...bu tong...at least better than others class oh...kaka...

ARH!!...SAD!!...:(..dun wan lik tat!

haiz...wat i saw 2day?!!..juz make me sad..hurt again!...shit la!..i dun hope all is true la!..i hope U rily treat me gud n all true de!mayb im stupid!..y wan blif U...i dun knw...i knw hav tat day!..coz mei yen said geh nt wrong 1...i oso blif myself..wish is true!dream come true!adui!!....nid wait la!...shit 1!...haiz!!!...i rily nt hope u lie me lar..i cant accept tiz lo!!!dun make me disappointed of U!!!....pls!!....DONT!..i knw u nt tat kind of ppl!...tat person u choose is wrong 1...n i knw tat GOD hav eyes!...IT wont let the incident happen around my LIFE!!!....YA!...i blif....

finaly dun say wat n wat bor!!...bt if let me guess finaly wil hapen tiz..sure i wil laugh!!!..n i wan let u knw tat wat i said is TRUE!n i wil think tat i can accept or nt...u try to lie me B4!...huh!!...i dun knw hw to say U!...i dun knw hw gud tat ppl!..i dun think so can 4ever..u can try make it in front me!!...sure i slap!...i dun knw wil slap or nt la!...coz oso bu she de!...hate ar?!!i oso dun knw!!..mayb can say me xin luan?...no!...im kind la!...y hav tiz ppl lik me appear in tiz world oh!!!...myb rily nvm for me gua!..coz hate sm1 rily nt gud la!..juz bcome COOL!!...uinah!!....

luckly i knw think positive...if nt i rily cant tahan edi!..if i can choose,i wont choose my way...straight join ur life!...ish!...fan chongla!..stupid allysa!!!!!!!!....stop annoying edi la!!!...dun wan think edi!!...dun knw y hor!...2day i hav tat feeling nt gud oh...ouh no!!...my 6 sense rily geng 1!...bt finaly hapen edi!...oh ya,skip jor!..i feel i got a bit fan gan oh!...y de?!!..suddenly after wake up got tiz feel edi!...anyway i stil wil support wat i wan to do!..not coz of U!..i hope u knw wat r u going to do n wat u had done!i wil try to make it easy!...if can i dun wan think tat animore!!..rily!..i enuf tired jor!...i stil hav many thgs nt yet settle!...i wil put it away from me 1st!...wait i free or nid...waiting the time...hope all hav a gud ans!

1st day start schl!!bad luck!!!shit!

wakao!!...2day so bad luck jek...1st day start schl edi bcome famous!shit la...aiyo...tiz is 2nd times edi la...my hair kena saman tu^^..tat disiplin ar!...start from last yr focus my hair jor..bt no reason saman me oni ma!...waseh!..2day at hall,straight aks me write name ba!!aftertat he cal all the name list n go up stage stand ba...wan b model,to show off to all the student tat my hair is langgar peraturan jor!shit!!..warning 2mlw hav to settle my hair,if nt bcome mushroom hair ba!aiyo..cham...when i form2 oso got saman my hair during reopen schl,tiz time oso lik tat!!til all teacher almos knw who m i...when coming class oso wil said, :yii,izit u r tat girl stand at stage 1?"..ouh no!!..1st day schl edi bcome famous at schl!!..kaka!!..bad luck la!..ok lor..suan edi....tat disiplin rily ar..dun knw whw to say him la!stil dun wan fang guo me ba....when i stay at outside talking wif other teacher,he saw me,bt i dun knw he coming...then he past through me n said"ur hair ar,2mlw i check!!"waseh!!..teacher n me oso shocked oh!!ish!!fan chong!!!

bt hav oso hav fun at class 2day...coz start sot jor...kip laugh..n gud thgs is,my last yr teacher hav said my gud thgs la...hehe^^coz 2day my form teacher wana choose monitor n other position ma...then sm of my classmate cal my name..at 1st,teacher ignore...then 2nd times she cal my name...wan comfirm which 1 is me...haha!!then she told me tat hav 2 teachers very siak me war...haha!!..sot oh...suddenly said tiz...i oso wan to knw who is tat teacher ba!haha!!...finaly i b a treasurer geh Audit!...1st day hav to help her open resit jor...waseh!...nervous neh...1st time tu!..

Finaly Settle edi~~~

终于到了一段落,或许我这决定是对的...不想让对方痛苦,辛苦..只好放他走...而放他走不代表我再也不爱他,我会等..可能只会口头说,不过我会证明..因为我尝试等了一年的时间..我还很爱你...希望你也是..不要让我失望...你的承诺一定要实现..虽然这一点我是有点对你没信心,真的担心你会等不到..你答应的,我希望是发出内心说出来...而不是玩玩而已..你我也不小了...相信你也累了吧...你知道我一定会做到的!我说会等就会等的!!... 我没有爱过那么认真!

我也不知道为什么我会又有这勇气跟你说..."做回朋友"...真的不懂!..你是因为距离的问题吗?...这根本不成理由吧!..好了!...暂停!..我不想再想了..只希望你有那分心..希望我在你心中没有人可以取代的!..同样的...你在我心中也是没人可取代..因为你永远跟其他的不一样!!...在这其间就当作让对方有个更深入的了解..这也算是个考验..有些事需要付出,经得起考验..爱情的道路上没有是完全十全十美的!..不容易度过!..要彼此之间的信任,一切都可以克服!..很不幸的..我们选择了,先苦后甜..要撑下去哦!!宝贝一起加油吧!我也希望,如果你有什么事,可以找我聊下...24hr on call...haha!!相信老天爷吧!..一定没看错!...哈哈!..等我去那读书吧!..时间很快的过去..放心哦!少不了我的祝福...祝你天天都开心..想你!

Dun wan get HURT animore!

haiz...rily dun wan get 2nd times hurt...i hope new year new life..bt y 2day u said tiz to me...im nt small edi la..coming 17 lor..i very tired jor..juz wan find sm1 acc me for future..y noconfident at all?hah?..u knw,wan 4get ex nid time...so hard to accept...i knw if choose u,wil seem lik ning n eric gam..bt i rily love u ma..fate coming oso cant control de lar...haiz..although v cant dayday meet at least our heart owes connect de..y v cant lik normal gam...juz b patient ma...nt oni u xin ku lo..me too...smtimes make u angry,then u said dun wan 4give me..i very scare de..nt dare find u...i very tired tat..bt i no fang qi..i knw u wil find me..i juz wait u 4give me...bt 2day u said tiz to me,i rily dun knw wan to say wat wif u..juz dun wan u leave me alone..u promise wil find me de,then i wil wait u..i try to control my emotion..dun wan lik ning gam..when u said tat to me..my heart very pain..dun knw y..i rily hope u dun said tat,stop say tat nonsence jor..

i dun knw y u wil said lik tat la...think too much...arh!!!u r different wif others guy...juz dun knw hw to xplain...if nt i wont choose u..i knw i very stupid la..frens oso warning me b4..i choose tiz way wil xin ku,tong ku watever la...bt tiz talk feels dema...if i rily luv u..hw come reject leh...aiyo...GOD..pls!!dun ply my gan qing jor!..i nt hope final is....pls dun!i enuf tired edi...juz wan an an xin xin gam...dun leave me arh!!!!if nt i dun knw wat i wil do..

n i oso knw ur feeling...all the same...i can do it..i blif u oso can do it de!!dear,dun think negative k?..i unhapi,smtimes din let u knw..coz ni small case...if u got any problem can share wif me..i knw i cant help u..at least let me knw ma...v hav talk tiz b4...oso promise jor...the last day b4 i leave kl,i cry u knw rite?..aks me dun cry oso u..promise come find me oso u...i blif wat u said..v oso da gou gou jor...i very steady..i waiting tiz few months!even though v cant celebrate valentine..bt i can promise u...after i fns study..2gether celebrate valentine n ur birthday!...tiz is wat i thinking...haiz~...mayb i did smthgs make u think all tiz...since u working..n oni u working at shop...so smtimes i no msg u..coz dun wan disturd u...nt means i nt care u..u knw...i very miz u!!..dun knw hw to say out my feeling...