Dun wan get HURT animore!

haiz...rily dun wan get 2nd times hurt...i hope new year new life..bt y 2day u said tiz to me...im nt small edi la..coming 17 lor..i very tired jor..juz wan find sm1 acc me for future..y noconfident at all?hah?..u knw,wan 4get ex nid time...so hard to accept...i knw if choose u,wil seem lik ning n eric gam..bt i rily love u ma..fate coming oso cant control de lar...haiz..although v cant dayday meet at least our heart owes connect de..y v cant lik normal gam...juz b patient ma...nt oni u xin ku lo..me too...smtimes make u angry,then u said dun wan 4give me..i very scare de..nt dare find u...i very tired tat..bt i no fang qi..i knw u wil find me..i juz wait u 4give me...bt 2day u said tiz to me,i rily dun knw wan to say wat wif u..juz dun wan u leave me alone..u promise wil find me de,then i wil wait u..i try to control my emotion..dun wan lik ning gam..when u said tat to me..my heart very pain..dun knw y..i rily hope u dun said tat,stop say tat nonsence jor..

i dun knw y u wil said lik tat la...think too much...arh!!!u r different wif others guy...juz dun knw hw to xplain...if nt i wont choose u..i knw i very stupid la..frens oso warning me b4..i choose tiz way wil xin ku,tong ku watever la...bt tiz talk feels dema...if i rily luv u..hw come reject leh...aiyo...GOD..pls!!dun ply my gan qing jor!..i nt hope final is....pls dun!i enuf tired edi...juz wan an an xin xin gam...dun leave me arh!!!!if nt i dun knw wat i wil do..

n i oso knw ur feeling...all the same...i can do it..i blif u oso can do it de!!dear,dun think negative k?..i unhapi,smtimes din let u knw..coz ni small case...if u got any problem can share wif me..i knw i cant help u..at least let me knw ma...v hav talk tiz b4...oso promise jor...the last day b4 i leave kl,i cry u knw rite?..aks me dun cry oso u..promise come find me oso u...i blif wat u said..v oso da gou gou jor...i very steady..i waiting tiz few months!even though v cant celebrate valentine..bt i can promise u...after i fns study..2gether celebrate valentine n ur birthday!...tiz is wat i thinking...haiz~...mayb i did smthgs make u think all tiz...since u working..n oni u working at shop...so smtimes i no msg u..coz dun wan disturd u...nt means i nt care u..u knw...i very miz u!!..dun knw hw to say out my feeling...